I want to be okay, I feel fucking sad all the fucking time and I’m so tired of it. My depression is creeping back into my life. I want to be able to talk to the one person that can just make my feelings inside go away.
fuck you for doing the shit you did. seriously I sometimes want to just kick you in the face for hurting me, the one person who was there to love you, to help you when you need help, to spoil you. fuck.. why did you hurt me and lie to me? i cry every morning and night just to get you out of my mind.. i want to hate you.. soooo badly.
will we ever be friends, will you change for yourself? I always worry about you and I hate that I do.